So what now? When all else fails, what can you do with life? Everything has seemed to fall down on me all at once, as if God decided to take his light off of me. It's as if I'm bad luck itself...No family, fake friends, and worst of all, the love of my life is gone. Too much emotion has caused me to fall into a state of depression that I don't think I can bounce back from...Nothing will numb the pain. Liquor, pain, pleasure...what cures depression and lonliness...? What now...?